I had the perception that everything was difficult, and of course that belief manifested in a very difficult life. From childhood that’s all I heard and saw “Life was hard” One day I contemplated the notion “what if things were easy?” After a few months of “self brain washing” my perception of life started to amazingly change.
In my
experience the first thing I had to do to move away from a Self-created
Difficult World into a Self-created Easy World was to move away from
EXPECTATIONS. I didn’t realize that I was so hard on myself and that
somehow a false sense of perfection was ruling my life.
I learned to move away from EXPECTING
Perfection into ACCEPTING Perfection. I learned that every single moment
is perfect as it is. In this moment I’m as perfect as I can be. This
change of thought brought me great peace and I could see the world
through different eyes.
ACCEPTING means to let everything flow
without judgment. I learned that there is no good or bad feelings. I learned the language of my emotions which can not be understood by the
mind but only by the heart. I learned that my feelings are not who I am
but what I feel. I learned not to identify with my career or behavior as
they are just things I do. I let my thoughts to be free as there was no
need to hold on to them any more. Somehow I started a journey of
awareness into meeting the REAL I…
When the REAL I was allowed to be, I realized that life was quite easy in fact.
